timing and impulse

Just got home from photographing the opening band for the Bon Jovi concert at the Honolulu Neil Blaizdel (Sp?) center....Kings of Spade will continue to rock the blues and hip hop bouncing around the hips of every person who attended tonight.

My job? eeeh.

I did alright. Nothing spectacular. Fuuuuck.

It's so funny, when I try to relax and trust in myself, the product always seems somewhat.... mediocre. Head shots today, plus photographing the opening show. Other times it just flows without stopping....Tomorrow will tell if today was such an instance.

Timing and Impulse.

One of my recently (six months ago?) spiritual and life teachers has been consistently instilling in me the effort that needs to be made in balancing dreaming and planning. Often I tend to, like my father, build a dream like a kite, overly excited at the gentle breeze and blindly faithful to my decisions.

Fuck I'm tired. I'll finish this over tea in the morning.