Well I did give you my verbal agreement, but I also scream silent profanities in-between words.
That's got to nullify it somehow.
39J? Does J hold good balance with 3 and 9? Is a fat person going to fart next to me?
I need to stop drinking so much.
One thing I'm realizing is that I have massive amounts of fears towards loosing my foundation. Usually it takes a good five months to build one, and as soon as the last twig is placed and the last piece of yarn has lined my bed, I push myself out of the nest in a ballsy do or die time to fly baby moment.
Except it's like my dreams sometimes, where even if a part of me dies, everything keeps going.
And I breath silently, watching through closed eyes, the colors dance and swirl.
Being grounded is designed to make you feel sane. But it's also designed to make you feel insane. Seriously. Reason being is that it's purpose is not to make you feel secure, supported, nor is it's purpose to make you fall asleep while you're at the computer...
...tea time tomorrow morning. more then.
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