I can't wait!

"Cruising Sausalito, hiking the headlands, walking in the haight, Bdsm in the mission and picnic in the park! Road trippin, LSD trippin, Mary Jane, bondage, photography, whiskey and wine, walk on the docks, watch the fog. Motorcycle rides and sleeping in on the houseboat after staying up all night listening to music and cooking."

Admist all of the craziness in my life there is something happening that drives me just as crazy in a very, very different way.

I like a boy.

And it's not just a crush anymore. Despite both of our attempts to keep the other at bay, something real is happening between us, whether we like it or not.

...Something tells me we're both enjoying it.

I keep my heart at the end of an obstacle course, complete with fiery hoops and jaws of death. Constructed on a no man's land, abstractly fluctuating, this race against the clock is not a playground for the weak. Often I can be found here, swinging from check point to check point, changing rope riggings to insure the path is never the same.

It seems I've met my match.