PMS. Stress. Probably lacking on protein. Definitely drunk. Emotionally hungry, running on empty, no returned call. "here for you in every way you need."
I'm absolutely over reacting. It's so strange to observe yourself while you're human.
But there's something so frustrating in reading in an online profile that you're looking for a relationship.
In fact, it really got under my skin. The thick shit that's supposed to protect my heart.
Am I taking it personally? yes.
Should I? ....
perhaps that's not the agreement. well, neither were these feelings.
I've never hated hanging out with my friends till you called me needing to talk, and I couldn't answer because I wasn't alone. 7 minutes was the difference of a window passing.
Have I missed it for your heart?
Are you really looking for a relationship? Whatever the fuck that means to you?
Whatever I mean to you?
Sitting in the dirty dark, thousands of miles away from you, I'm drunk with self-absorbed questions. Because I can't quite understand...are you advertising that to strangers? And if so...then I either failed or never had a chance in the first place....
So, I guess the real question is...which is it?
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